Before heading out, fake a smile as a disguise
Cover up the inner storm that underneath lies
Pain and rejection are what make up those gray skies
Dark clouds created by disappointments and lies
I'm screaming so loud that no one can hear me
Once again wrestling with Anxiety
Struggling to loosen the grip of Despair
Fighting against Fear and Doubt, a dangerous pair
What do I seek? What do I really want?
I think I know but I fear I really don’t
Late at night, my pillow is my confidant
I’m done wasting time scrolling through my phone
It feels I have nowhere to go to escape
This mental war that seems to erupt daily
I’m determined to change my inner landscape
So I won’t stay down like I have been lately
© June 4, 2011 / Oct 28, 2017
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