179. Change Our Chemistry

Said you need time to find yourself, wanted your space

Pushed me out and tried to find someone to replace

The void I left, one that you created

Wasn’t enough I’m professional, educated

“I’m trying to find myself, not looking for guys”

Then why were you available online, why the lies?

From a thousand miles away, I stood up and fought 

For the promises I made, I never forgot

Years passed, I remained still trying to prove myself

“I’m not meant for this” is what you try to tell yourself 

It’s a different Story when you’re around me

Whatever you do, you can’t change our chemistry

©️ Feb 17, 2018

178. Release Me

Some would say you were kind of abusive

Came into my life acting intrusive

You prevented me from seeing my friends

Got mad if I didn’t spend my weekends

Chained in a haze with you as time slipped by

Explaining odd behavior with a lie

When I tried to leave, you got defensive

Took advantage that I am sensitive

So you went after my greatest weakness

Attacked love, got me weeping like Jesus

There’s so much for me to accomplish, this I know

I plead you release me from your grasp, let me go

You raise hell if I think about step out

Deep down, I know this isn’t working out

You give me a rush, being with you is a thrill

In the end, I know I’ll pay the price, foot the bill

It’s not right for us to be apart from the world

So isolated from the rest, not worth the twirl

©️ Feb 17, 2018

177. Bed of Roses

I’m jealous of the pillows that nurture your Dreams

They’re a subtle witness to your gentle breathing

This distance doesn’t make any sense, so it seems

I gotta be patient and keep believing

That we’ll come together to fuse our extremes

I’ll stay by your side, wouldn’t think of leaving

In our Secret Chamber is where I’ll await

Your presence so we can have our private date

Come lay with me in our bed of roses

As I whisper to you one of my poems

Your kisses shake me to my core

There’s no one else I would want more

I see paradise in your innocent face

You can find safety here in my warm embrace

Don’t doubt the fact that I’m all yours

I’ll show you daily behind closed doors

©️ Feb 24, 2018

176. Burn This Bridge

It take a lot for me to let down my guard

Past mistakes have left me broken and scarred

Even then, I’ll still mourn a present loss

Then rise up and push past the pain like a boss

I’ll give you the freedom to exit my life

Don’t dare to look back once you’ve twisted that knife

I can admit I can be too much to handle

A past laced with all kinds of gossip and scandal

Fair warning, I’m not for the weak or faint of heart

You can burn this bridge if you wanna be set apart

I’m grateful to those that choose to stay by my side

To those that still love me even after I’ve lied

I don’t seek your pity approval, just a love

That lifts me up until I get help from above

©️ Jan 30, 2018

175. Enjoy The Excitement

I came for a good time but you caught my eye

It wasn’t anyone’s fault, it was your vibe

That pulled me into this electric connection

I just want to touch you with gentle affection

You tell me you’re not meant for these kinds of things

To keep my distance as there aren’t any strings

Just go with the flow to avoid disappointment

To not get attached and enjoy the excitement

I assure you I won’t rush, I’ll take it slow

I try to play it cool but deep down I know

I’m falling for you, I don’t want to let go

We can make this work if we want, don’t say No

©️ Feb 17, 2018

174. Third Day

It was a huge failure on the first try

But guys like you are on short supply

Round Two didn’t fare any better

I still wanted us to get together 

We pushed and persisted the whole way

Until finally on the third day

We found an opportunity to meet

At the base of a guardian owl’s feet

With Galantis playing “Runaway”

I officially dubbed you Rave Bae

I could tell you were a sensitive soul

Someone who I would want to take time to know

They mistook us a couple at the airport

Just like my hopes, your flight had to take off

My genuine efforts clearly fell short

Because after a while we just fell off

©️Nov 18, 2017

173. Mesmerized

I won’t limit my love to just one day

You’ll feel my passion surround you in some way

They say we’re not promised tomorrow

So I’ll make sure you always know

Just how much you really mean to me

Come lay in my arms, rest and be free

One glance into your deep brown eyes

I feel so lost and mesmerized

Meeting you was a big surprise

Got me feeling I won first prize 

Between us two, I fantasize

A life together with no lies

©️ Feb 14, 2018

172. Revolutionary Mindset

I owe my life to the incessant prayers

From my selfless and devoted mother

From the love from my two sisters and

brother

Wouldn’t be here standing if it weren’t for their care

All my lines are original

I have no need for ghostwriters

Based on real life, non-fictional

Some created from all-nighters

To me, writing is more than just an outlet

It helps express my revolutionary mindset

Can’t expect less from my Salvi heritage

Creating positives from a negative

Didn’t get tarnished by WeHo’s superficiliaty

I preserved my Aquarian originality 

I subtlety reveal myself through my writings

I’m vulnerable and show my deepest feelings

Sharing both my brightest hopes and darkest secrets

Always preaching the same message from Rogue Phoenix

It’s as renown as the famous Hollywood sign

Like me, it gets better with time, like fine wine

Trust the process to pursue your happiness

Refuse to surrender, achieve your success

Fight for your dreams to earn your freedom from fears

Be strong & vulnerable throughout the years

©️ Feb 8, 2018

171. Cherished & Loved

I can sense you’ve been treated as an option

Just be honest, stay true to yourself, be true

You’re careful and approach me with much caution

No matter what, don’t let past pain change your view

Of what it means to be cherished & loved

Come share your heart with me, you won’t be judged

I hold your hand as a sign to reassure you

There’s no one else outside of us, it’s just us two

Nunca olvides, tú eres el dueño

De mi destino y mis sueños

I catch a glimpse of your insecurity

When you notice someone looking at me

No need to worry, baby, I’m all yours

You’re everything I’ve ever wished for and so much more

©️ Feb 2, 2018